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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Mr. Social

How do I know when I have a bit of a crush??? When I start playing the game... as Gaga would say,  "The Love Game".

I'm the type of girl who radiates security and calmness when I think of you as just a guy, but when I start thinking of you as I guy I like, I'm nothing but a basketcase on the inside.
Yesterday I went on a date with Mr. Social (previously known as FB boy, I will elaborate on the name change in a minute). It was great! We went on a cute day date downtown off Main Street. We went from his high rise apartment building parking garage, and strolled down the street to a trendy mexican cantina. From the moment we sat down at the patio table that I started to slowly go from power woman to teen age girl. I was digging this guy and what he had to offer.

Mr. Social is an amazing guy, I've learned so many things about him the past few days . He is far from the casual tshirt and jeans guy I had met both times at the bar. He is a funny, driven, and thoughtful guy. I call him Mr. Social because he is the "group leader" of his frat pack. From his hilarious stories I learned that he is the go to friend for planning fun and leaning on when times are tough. I think these are all awesome qualities, and I see many similarities between our personalities and roles in our friendships.

Our date went really well, we walked through downtown and he let me check out his cool digs. Yes, I went to his apartment but it wasn't like that... it was during the day and literally I just wanted to see his view and check out the pool. Mr. Social lives at a very upscale apartment (hello concierge) with incredible views of downtown Dallas, and his pool has parties every weekend that headline magazines! After a few minutes of hanging out on opposite sides of his huge sectional couch, I said it was time for me to go. He walked me to my car, and I gave him a first date hug. (That's right... no kisses from this girl until atleast date 3... I'm old school and I like it). As I was pulling out of the underground parking garage, I recieved a text from him that said "PS you are pretty swell". I took that as a sign he thought it was a good date as well. We continued to text throughout the day and into the night. 

Then this morning, after a night home alone over analyzing our date and every question I asked. I realized I might have a bit of a crush on this guy. Mr. Social is definitely someone I want to see more in the future! Unfortunately for me, I made a rookie mistake, I texted him today. I justified it with the fact that he texted me last, and I was simply replying the the conversation. DUMB MISTAKE. Naturally I haven't heard from Mr. Social and am starting freak a bit. Was the crush short lived on his part? Or is he just busy with friends today? Mr. Social did accept my friend request on Facebook that I sent last night (he said I had to re-add him, since I was the one who defriended him a few months ago), but did he find something on my page he didn't like?

Sometimes it really sucks being a girl! After writing this, I realize that I'm being a wimp about this whole thing. I just need to suck it up, pack for my fabulous trip to San Francisco (Preppy and I leave tomorrow at 6 am), and just give it to God. I want a guy who will persue me! Plus confidence is sexy, lack of esteem isn't!

Mr. Social- balls in your court! 

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