Well I woke up on cloud 9 this morning. This week was full of frustration in boy land, but ended on a happy note.
On Thursday night M and I met up for dinner at a local restaurant (ironically he chose the one restaurant I used to frequent with Mr. Wrong. Oh well, now I have a new memory there!). He was there early to make sure he could put our name on the list if there was a wait (+1). Then we went and sat down and started our conversation. The date went well overall, with the exception of the lacking waitress who kept messing up our orders. M is really nice guy, but I'm still not sure if the physical chemistry is there. It's totally a me thing, he is my height, and smaller then most guys I usually date.I just need to get over that, and over my perception of myself as being able to crush him. Obviously he doesn't feel that way. M still feels like a friend. It's easy for me to banter and be sarcastic around him. He has great family values and the same plans for the future as I do. I am still interested in getting to know him more. We hugged good bye and he said he wanted to hang out again soon.
All week D and I had been playing text tag, I guess that is what you would call one text a day. It took me calling him out on his lack of text skills for him to narrow down a date. He followed through with wanting to meet at the Galleria for shopping, drinks, and dinner. We met up at 5:30 and walked around. I remembered how cute he was...so stinkin' cute. He had a gift card to Banana (our shared love) and we went to go spend it. We walked around the store in the men's section and he let me play personal shopper. I picked some things out and he went and tried them on. He ended up buying most of what I picked out. It was a really cute moment. Maybe it was because it was combining my love for shopping with someone that I am interested in. After that we continued to walk around, stopped for coffee at Nordstrom's and sat and shared stories. We have alot of the same college experiences. He was your typical frat boy and I was the stunning sorority girl. Conversation just flows with him and I really like hearing about his past. We continued to shop some more. He kept saying these things that we should do together like go have wine, or run the trail, or see movies. I found myself not being like "yeah", because I didn't want to psych myself up for wanting to do these things with him and them not happening. After several hours of shopping and talking, we went to Mi Co for some drinks and dinner. We both shared crazy stories and had a good time. I even found myself starting to invite him to future events, like my upcoming St. Pat's parade plans and going out with my girls tomorrow night. AHHH, so confusing. I am definitely into this boy, I just hope he is into me as well.
With that comes the confusion. It's not easy to date two boys at one time. You find yourself forgetting what stories you have shared. And ultimately I feel guilty about leading someone on. However, I'm not really sure if I'm leading anyone on here. I am still getting to know both of them, and both relationships are very much in the beginning stages.
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